Strange!!! No butterflies on the stomach, no special feeling…. It’s as if just a normal meeting with a good friend… Yaa!! Now have found the Facebook quote “When I first met you, Honestly had no idea that you will be so special to me “… It was when he sat behind me and slept and slept and slept, that I noticed him with that fat book on his hand : thank god he woke before my stand arrived…. Now its after long time I m meeting him as a person I know better now.. :P Unconsciously though I wore the dress which suits me best but then it’s the conscious side of me warned not to over expose or excited that I covered myself with the scarf…..
Sometimes, or rather most of the times, I dreamt of it to happen but when confronted with the dream in real the person is tend to get confused, tensed and think what now… I went with the flow, with the wild horses running on my mind…. I don’t know whether he sensed it, may be not because he too might be going through the same….
I knew its risky because if now fallen, will never be able to recover again.. Still took the chance, the optimistic me and tell u what!! It really happens, just have faith!!… Well to get back to the melodramatic situation of mine…Last time experience was churning into my mind, why the hell can’t get out of it…still kept my calm…!!
Well I know my charm works, but so does his style…. Fooh !! It’s the moment.. I might have dreamt of it but mark my words just dreamt of it… Well this was out of the box of what I expected….
:P Was given the choice to watch movie LSD, and some cartoon flick, though I did not watched LSD and was dying to see it chose the cartoon one, not that I liked that but it was just to get out of the awkward feeling of mine I chose that….
I was out of my mind… Knew that he is scrutinizing every move of mine… He too was nervous, could sense it :P Thank god that we were bonded well as friends by now and somehow have got that trust and believe in each other before entering into the new phase of our friendship…
He hold me… Proposed me… Aah!!! Nervous, Shocked I was!!! Could not believe he did it.. Think Think Think !!! ranging through my mind… Did asked silly questions to him, how when why me and all other… I was afraid at that time too that what if I lose it.. I am afraid this time too what if I lose it…. !!!
But its my quote “What are you good at?”
“Going after what I believe in.”
And it was then that the special feeling I was thinking of happened. know that everything of him now will inspire me, will never let me fall and we kissed…!!!
And at last I realised Its a dream I dreamt of and is supposed to break down once in reality.... world is tough and harsh.. No place for such fancy emotions... !!!!!
And at last I realised Its a dream I dreamt of and is supposed to break down once in reality.... world is tough and harsh.. No place for such fancy emotions... !!!!!
